Blurred

Today sweet,
Sometimes bitter,
Yesterday unpalatable.

Go left,
Go right,
I'm stuck in between.

Remove the blur.
Life must go on.
Oh, please make it clear.

Dear friends,

"Malapit na akong magtampo sa inyo."

I just blurted it out.  Haha.   Sorry, I really need to say it.  Kasi naman, sa dami ng makakalimot, kayo pa!  Tsk!

Pero ok lang talaga.  Naiintindihan ko naman na pare-pareho na tayong may mga trabaho at magkakaiba na ng schedule at priorities.  Ako rin naman.  Madalas busy.  Sinisikap ko lang talagang makarating sa mga lakad kahit malayo ang pinanggagalingan ko at kapos ako sa oras.  Hehe.

Ayan, nasabi ko na.  Ok na.  :)

Iniisip ko ngayon kung ok lang bang sinabi ko pa?  Hmm...sa tingin ko, oo.  Para alam nyo rin ang nararamdaman at naiisip ko.

Do you have to know?  I guess so.  Close friends ko kayo, eh.  Mas naiintindihan ang isa't isa 'pag sinasabi ang nararamdaman.  Hindi pwedeng hula-hula lang palagi.  (Though pwede rin namang naiisip nyo na 'yon)  lol XD

Naisip ko lang.  Tama ba ang pagkakasabi ko?

"Malapit na akong magtampo sa inyo."

Naku, naku.  Nahiya rin naman ako ng konti sa sinabi.  Ok naman 'yong una pero 'yong sinabi ko pang "EWAN.  Ganyan naman, eh", ay medyo nakakahiya na ata.  Though kilala nyo naman ako at may halong konting biro 'yon, medyo nakakahiya ata.  Hehe.  Alam ko naman kasing busy rin talaga kayo.

Naku, sorry.  Sana nabawi ng pagsasabi kong naiintindihan ko at pagtatanong kung pwede ba kayo next week.  Hehe.  Sorry na.  Buti na lang, isa lang talaga sa inyo ang ka-chat ko nun.

Alam kong hindi naman kayo galit o ano pa man.

Kailangan ko lang ding i-express 'to ngayon.  lol XD

Miss ko na kasi kayo.  HAHAHHA XD

At this very moment, natatawa na lang ako sa mga tina-type ko.  Para na naman ako bata.  Tama na nga!

HAHAHHAHA XD



Ano'ng natutunan ko rito?

1.  Pag-isipan ang mga sasabihin.  I-consider din ang sitwasyon ng kausap.  :)

2.  'Wag agad magtatampo. (Hala, hindi naman agad! XD)

3.  Mahirap talagang magkita-kita 'pag magkakaiba ng schedules pero at least, nasa puso nyo pa rin ang isa't isa.

4.  'Pag medyo nahihiya o napapahiya na, idaan sa tawa.  HAHAHHA XD

Lol.  XD
Grabe, feeling ko ang corny nito pero i-popost ko pa rin.  Baka sakaling mabasa nyo.   Pwede ring i-send ko?

HAHAHHAHA XD

Hahahahhaha.

Love lots,

Ako.  Hahahaha XD

Silence

All words flew
Nothing was left
but silence

No tears
Not a smile
Just plain silence

...

Appreciating Every Moment

I asked for flowers,
you gave me a pair of pants...
'cause that's what I need at that moment.

I wanted to go to Licao-licao,
we went to San Isidro...
'cause that's the place I have to see at that moment.

I asked for seed / seedling,
you did not respond...
'cause I have nowhere to plant it at that moment.

I asked for a sketch pad and marker,
I forgot what happened...
but maybe I just don't need that at that moment.

I may not have the things I want
But at least, I have the things I need
Thank you for being with me... in every moment of joy and pain.

Why not?

Seed or seedling of any kind, I asked.
I did not receive any.
Why not?

Trip to Licao-licao after graduation, you promised.
We did not go.
Why not?

A bouquet or just a single Santan for my birthday, I answered.
You said it isn't practical.
Why not?

A sketch pad or a marker, I asked for sooo many times.
Maybe you didn't find one.
Why not?

All were requests and not demands.
I know I shouldn't get disappointed.
Why should I?

You helped, cared and loved in your own loving ways.
Lots of things I have received without asking.
Lots of times you were here for me.

Things that are bound to happen are going to happen.
Good things come to those who wait.
I'm willing to wait.

Maybe it's not yet time.  I know you want to try.
Will it happen?
Why not?




And if the answer is really 'NO', I'll accept it and smile.
Better things will come.
Why not?

I always go back to Naga...

(for editing...if I have the time I need.  XD)

I always go back to Naga...

in my daydreams,
when I'm sad,
or for no specific reasons.

Yes, I always go back to Naga.
ride a habal-habal, a van or a pick-up on my mind,
and get soooo excited about it!  :))

where trees were tall and strong,
rushing waters were cold,
and silent waters were warm.

where I could just lay on the grass,
play with cute dogs,
and enjoy nature to the fullest!

where spicy dishes were served best,
friendly people were met,
and lots of learning were gained.

where I found the joy of having older brothers,
felt safe and secure,
and felt more loved....and loved more.

There I started to realize that I'm a Young Adult
and lots of dreams were born
not only for myself but for other people as well.

Someday, I will go back to Naga...
with a smile on my face,
and dreams that are fulfilled.  :D


Hi Naga!
I miss you.
Thank You for the wonderful experience.
Now, I'm ready for more adventures.
I know I won't face them alone.  ;)

'Wag kang tamad!

Dear Mai,

'Wag kang tamad!  Kung gusto mong maintindihan, aralin mo.  Kaya ka nga mag-aaral para maintindihan, di ba?  Magbasa ka.  PUSH lang 'yan.  'Wag kang mapagod.  Kailangan mo 'yan.  Kaya mo 'yan!  Maiintindihan mo rin sa susunod.  Ask for wisdom.  :)

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Dear Lord,

Thank You for another day and another chance to fulfill your plans for me.  Thank You for another chance to live the life that You want me to.  Please help me, Lord, to be productive on this holiday.  Guide me in every step of the way.  Please help me to think of things that are pure, to say only the things that will do good to those who hear, and to do all of my tasks and responsibilities for the day.  Nawa rin po ay magkaayos na kami ni Auntie.  Two days na po niya akong hindi pinapansin.  Kayo na po ang bahala.  Maraming salamat po.  Sa pangalan ni Hesus, AMEN!

P.S.  Sana po matuloy kami sa SM North mamaya.  Excited pa naman po ako.  :))  Sana po talaga... Pleaseeee...