Dear future husband without a name yet

Dear future husband without a name yet,

Hahaha. It's funny that I'm writing you a letter though I do not know who you are...yet.  Have we met?  Have our roads crossed somewhere?  Are you the one I am with for the past 5 years (or almost seven, counting the years of realizing love)? Or are you somebody else?  Have we met in church?  Are you someone I admire because of certain qualities? Or are you someone great whom I do not notice yet?  Have we met in school?  Are you my classmate or schoolmate in grade school, high school or college? Hahahaha. Oh well, highschool could be the most possible, if ever.  But wait, whatever.  I'll never know until the right time comes for nothing is impossible with God. Hahahahaha.

Whoever you are, I want you to know that I prayed for you this night.  I prayed for your job and your family.  I prayed that God would keep you safe from harm and guide you every step of the way.  I prayed for your spirituality: that you may grow closer to God and that you may become a good leader in our family someday... 'Cause, you know, I'm hoping and praying that the man God would give me as a leader would lead me and our future children closer to Christ.

I prayed for you...and am continuously praying as I write.  I'm asking God to bless you with all the things that you need, to give you strength and courage, and to always empower you with the power of the Holy Spirit.

It's been a long time since I last time I remember praying for you without a name.  I remember doing this in college and maybe not that often when I found the one I am with today.  So I'm writing to remember this day.

I'll be praying for you for the next days.  Maybe it's not yet the right time to know who you really are.  Let me prepare first, okays?  No need to rush love.  As what people say, "Mas mabuti nang sigurado kesa magsisi sa dulo."

So...that's it for now.  God just suddenly woke me up to pray.  I need to catch some sleep.

See you...soon?

Oh... I mean, see you on the right time.  Approach me... 'cause maybe I won't do it first. Hahahahaha.

God be with you always.

Mai :)


PS May heart smiled while praying for you.  Kilig, ganun. Hahaha ;)

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Dear God,

I have my own preference but Yours is always the best.  Please help me to become more submissive to You.  Take my heart, Lord. May I not manipulate or become impatient.  May Your will be done. In Jesus' name, I pray.  Amen.


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